Man, suffering from the loss of your other half is no joke. This morning, I woke up, first thing that hit my head was Coco Crunch, and then regretting ending it with Faranaz.
Thing is, I had lots of problems with her and her umm..... riddle-like attitude. Sometimes I wondered if she really did like me, and I get even more insecure when people tell me that she isn't taking this seriously. After countless times people pounded me with 'she's not into you' or 'finish this before you get hurt', I, the only person who denies all the fact, feels in-confident too. So I called her and told her about it, and she claims that she's making my life miserable and recommended me to end it. So I decided to put my life in Shannon's hands, and well, I ended it. For the first 10minutes I was happy, and the next 4 hours I felt like dying, and for the remaining hours, I suffered in regret. Which brings me back to the beginning of this post.
Due to the loss of my other half, I can't:
-Study(which exams are in less than 48hours' time)
-Sketch(which releases my stress out)
-Watch IRIS to my heart content(which releases my stress from sketching)
So you see, by unable to do any of the above, it would result a catastrophic chain of failure, in exams, creativity and as a loyal fan of IRIS. :(
It's not like we broke up because we lost feelings in each other, we departed because I was being paranoid. No one has ever said anything good about her, always the bad comments, which saddens me even more. Still, no one is to be blamed here since I made this decision myself. Fml. Looking back, every text message I sent and received from Faranaz makes me regret even more. Sigh, that's about all, I should really start studying now. Bye now.
"I'm really really sorry, Andrew. I had tears in my eyes too and for the last time, I love you Andrew"
-Faranaz
FIN.
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